Monday, December 10, 2007

Bad Days & Judgement

It was a horrible day. Driven to despair by thoughts Even and his perfidy,not to mention being extremely tired, I did something really stupid. With someone who I was hoping to keep at arm's length (for good reasons which I shan't go into here). The upshot of this is that I'm no longer preoccupied with the things that were bothering me earlier. Now I have new worries. Like who may find out about what happened and what this means for my relationship with him. Ideally, I'd like the equation to continue unaltered. Realistically, I'll settle for we never mention what happened. I hope we can pull it off.

Wish me luck. Wish it.

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