Only...

I don't think I will ever stop needing Rehan. I might want a million other guys (and I don't exaggerate), but he's the only one I need. Every time I'm hurt, or it seems like everyone in the world is conspiring against me, I need him. I need him to hold me and reassure me that everything will be alright. The world might be enough when I'm happy, but it doesn't stand a chance when I'm in pain. He's the only one who understands my tears and makes them go away. It's why I am reduced to tears by a simple cut when I see that he's not around. It's why I feel so vulnerable- because he's not there to shield me.
It's why noone else has ever been enough, and can never be enough.
Somebody already is.