I just realised it's been ages since I posted anything... Yes, I've been that busy- this is the most breathing space I've gotten in six weeks or more. But I've also been overwrought with a lot of confusing thoughts, feelings, etc. Anyone who's changed sites after reading the past sentence deserves to be labelled emotionally-challenged. I mention one serious feeling and get written-off? Unfair!
The good news is that I think I'm coming to grips with it all. Still a little shaky and unsure- like an earthquake victim, or someone who's made the scary trip down the lane to my house. I still have nightmares about it. Have never been more grateful for Nature cushioning my brain well. Who likes their brain the way Bond likes his martinis?
It wasn't all about a guy this time. More about my job. Went through an existential phase, professionally. Am now thinking of taking some time off to clear out my head and evaluate things in my private life. Get myself to stop thinking about possibles liaisons with Gary and/or Even. Start appreciating life with yours truly. *sigh* Haven't had the most promising start but I'm trying.
Wish me luck.
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